Well I have signed up for classes "AGAIN". I have already posted about this. I sometimes feel like a loser that can't seem to get things going. I like many could rattle off a bunch of excuses why I don't have my degree, but when you get down to it I just think I am lazy sometimes. I want to explain that I am not lazy when it comes to work. If you give me a job I will give you 100 percent of myself. Just ask my employers.
Walmart worked there 6 and 1/2 years and was a manager. MSU worked there 2 and 1/2 years and was a supervisor. I am not afraid of physical labor. It is something in the study area. Is it A.D.D. ?? I would like to blame it on that. But who knows.
I have this reoccuring dream that I have to go back to high school and start all over. I can actually feel the disgust and disappointment. I really attribute this to my Mt Everest of getting my degree.
Something is different this time. I don't know why I say that I just know. I have alot pushing me and I found a plan that will work with my schedule. I just hope and pray that the funds are sufficent to do this.
I am also one that does not like to put focus on me. People will often ask me. Jamie why didn't you tell us this? Jamie why didn't you let me know? The answer is I want to stay as humble as possible. I never want to have a head so big that it wont fit in the door. I want people to know that I am nothing without Christ. But to Christ I was worth everthing.
I often think of myself like Peter. He was easily distracted. But highly devoted. Sometimes let his mouth get out of hand. But Christ loved him. I think he might have had A.D.D. too....LOL.
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Sometimes I think students do better when they go to college later in life. You've had time to think about what you want to be when you grow up. But, no one said you have to be the same thing for the rest of your life. If you decide later to do something else just work hard, get the education you need and voila, you can do something else. I feel like I am an expert on this topic. I did not start college until I was 27. I made it through a very difficult, competitive regimen. But with the help of my family I made it. At times I felt I neglected them but I think they understood. I was 48 when I finished my doctorate degree. Who knows in a few years I may want to take some classes in something else. Pretty soon I can go for free (senior citizen). Never, ever stop learning. I know you will get through this with no problem....You have God on your side. And.....you have the support of your loving family.
Mom
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